my heart ache these days and i'm worried sick all the time. worried that some angels might just come down and take her away from me. i couldnt stop praying, just hoping that she'll get well and recover soon. i cant bare another heart ache please.

my dear girl got blood clogs in her womb and the risk is so high also due to her age. rushed down yest and witness the operation and saw the uterus being taken out. my heart seems to stop everytime i see her in agony. the op is successful but i dont want take things so lightly. just hope that she'll be alright soon and i really wish to bring her to my bbq since she love the beach so much.
took leave from work today, going to fetch her later! hope the first person she wake up and see is me. wanna hug her so much.....